I'm really in dilemma. One can another cannot. I'm so desperate. Why can't they be a little bit more considerate? I don't know how to make my decision already~ Headache!!!!!
Today, Friday. First class was BM.. B.Teng and S.Man scolded people for no reason. They scolded S.Sya, S.Phing and me. We were so innocent! Why can't they treat us like true friends. Are we that weak to be scolded like a maid? No way!!
Then, History class. Teacher was absent. So, I did some Maths questions alone. I brought my own exercise book to school. I wish I could do it in a silent and peaceful atmosphere. But there's no way to be peaceful if I was to sit beside S.Man and B.Teng. They distracted me a lot. They even hijacked away my book and they did the Maths questions! They didn't ask for my permission! I never scold them because I knew I would never win if we argue So, I let them do my Maths book and I read my History text book. So angry!!
Before recess, the bell rang. I mean it's the 'latihan kebakaran' fire practice. The sun was killing me! So hot! I tried my best to stay away from them during recess time! I walked and chatted with Z.Yin. I failed my attempt to stay away from them! After that, they came and make my hair messy. My hair is oily and they make it more oily. I hate it!!
Science. We played on S.Man's hair, but she don't actually let us. I really want her to feel when the hair is being touched by another people!! And then KH. They said they cannot attend if my birthday is on Sunday. S.Man said she need to sleep at 8pm. So, I said do it at the afternoon. Then, B.Teng said she is always busy on Sunday.
Busy for what? They are always like that. I'm very fed up being their friends. Me, S.Phing, Z.Yin and S.Sya were always being treated like a baby or a dog. They wanted to tell everybody to change my birthday party from Sunday to Saturday. Not even asking my opinion. Very 'ba dao'!!
Yesterday, at first, we were going to have counseling at 2.15pm after their Chinese class. I agreed although I have to go back to my house and come again. I was okay. Then, B.Teng suddenly want to change it. Just because of her mother don't want her to stay until 3pm. I already told my mother to cook more for J.Eng because she is coming to my house. J.Eng don't have Chinese class and her house is too far. Moreover, we got to take our Geo class to replace. And we except B.Teng already told our parents that we are staying back. Suddenly change, not even telling us!! They don't listen to others. Always think that they are correct!!
Dilemma~ what should I do? They said Sunday cannot. Everything also cannot. Grr. Let 'time' make the decision. Haiz. Upset.