People might think that I am nuts. But I'm not.
I don't know how to say it out.
I am too crazy..
I think many people hate me..
But act like they love me..
Act or truth?
By right, I miss SMKWM2 friends!
They didn't talk to me in MSN like last time..
I am down.. Down.. Really down..
I miss Shaun Lee..
我最想念的人就是他 永远不变 爱他 no stop！
I miss that guy named Ang..
Who accompanied me going back home for 5 months!
Why he just? 不够friend.
I miss that girl.. That sweet lovely girl..
She smsed me frequently..
Sometimes, I thought she had changed.
But who knows? I am not by her side already..
New school got even worse..
I don't know who is my close friends..
Sometimes I think it's her but
Shaun Lee said Up Down Up Down..
I am being cheerful these days!
His words can change me..
But I really cannot stand!
I act I am happy
I act I am nice, always smiling
I act I am brilliant
I act I am a top student
Just to fulfill something empty in me..
I am searching for seniors in my new school
I want to search one just like the old one..
I don't have the fate..
And I am really going to be nuts..
Everywhere I look
I am reminded that someone else is prettier, smarter or even more popular..
Can't help but think,
If I only had their hair, clothes, personality, their boyfriend..
Then I'd be happy..
But everything I do just seem to fail.
Everybody seems to be too busy to care.