At first, I never thought of writing any blog today. But since I reached school this morning, I wanted to get home quickly and write my blog.
Extremely overshot BORED. But lately, I don't feel too stress or depress because I'm being left alone or being betrayed by others. Cause I'm already used to it in this 2009. I don't feel like talking to anybody except my family and 3 of them. I scared they will let me down too, someday.
I reached school. Saw my friends. Then, assembly. After a while, went into the classroom. This is the usual daily routine for weekdays in school.
First class PJK. We studied today. Copied a lot of notes and did some exercises. Second class, BM. We did what teacher asked us to do. Then, recess~ Third class, Science. Did nothing. Last class, BI. Practising our choral speaking.
In Science class, they were so CRUEL. I really HATE them. I had tolerate a lot. I don't wish to say why and what reason. Why can't they feel what is the feeling being bulied? Especially the TWO of them. Or perhaps becoming THREE of them soon.
I thought I can adapt - being friends with them without changing myself and becoming one of them. So, I tried my best to stay away from them despite good friends. I don't want to be like them. They are so cruel and cold-blooded.
The question is what I can afford to do? They are the only ones I can be friends with in class. I have no choice. I wish I had never transferred to this school. Although, yes, it's more convenience and safe. But I'm not happy at all.
I had changed a lot since I moved school. This school has no problem at all but I had problem with them. I used to be 99% cheerful and friendly. I used to be a girl whom everybody think could be a friend with. I came across many obstacles. But I can face it. But now, I think I couldn't. I cried too easily. I don't make friends with everyone. And I'm not cheerful at all. CHEERLESS.
Yesterday was drizzling. So happy that it's raining again. [ I was talking like we're in the dessert desert*]. Ha ha. Now, it's raining cats and dogs too. ^-^