28 July 2009 Thursday
Sorrow. Superb tired,
I am useless and life is hopeless. How good if life is as easy and as simple as ABC. Or maybe I am the one who is making it complicated. I am turned all around this week. Everything goes upside down. I am currently riding a bumpy ride or my life is going topsy-turvy now.
This morning. Assembly. Form 3 and 5's Islam students were needed to attend a course. All I can see from my view was some Chinese and Indians. Me, B.Teng and Z.Yin is having flu which scared me a little. H1N1 isn't fully cure in our country yet.
First class, BI. Teacher taught us again how to compose a good essay [speech] with mind-mapping and so on. Then, went to 3dk3 before our BI class ended. So, we continued our class there. Something happened. Don't always think you are the best. Everybody tends to make mistakes, and I forgive you for that. Human are all the same. They come to the earth with NOTHING and leaving with NOTHING. Do you agree with me?
BM, debating time. Boys versus girls again. Teacher wanted us to select multi-racial students to come forward. They chose me. I am confident but then, my confident was gone when I started debating. Boys = Sri, Raffiq, KKSiong. Girls = Vinosa, Akma and me. I wasn't doing it very well because my BM is not very good. Akma and Vinosa was the best. I am nothing.
Recess~ B.Teng teased I am making shame [ embarrassing] for the girls and she could do better. Okay, next time, I'll let you go out. Then, we were playing around in the assembly hall. I felt sick after all these unwelcome matters happened. Haiz Haiz Haiz.
SIV. Playing cards in 5dk4. And later on, the boys joined us. Ha ha~ Then, Maths. Studied. Last class, SEJ. Teacher gave us a bunch of homework as he was absent. When I was doing my homework, these people of my drama group called me. I went there. Nothing was related to me. So, after 5 minutes, I went back to my place and finished up my homeworks. They cut my script again. Why?! I hate them even more by now. They like to handle everything and become the chief or leader? But even chief or leader will ask for opinion right? Haiz. 100% different~!